genesis 1:2 realising my visions

a frustration of uncovering my issues

here goes, in the iad-bible, genesis 1:2 Fyp was without form, and void; and darkness was on the face of the deep.

indeed, today my lecturer asked what are we doing on, i waited very long and raise up my hand saying "this is mad" (in soft tone) and "IM DOING CHURCH" there goes, unleashing my dreams of building a house for God. everything i do, i do it not by by own strength but by the spirit. i don't know how am i going to do that, merely obeying what God wants me to do in this event of my life. i trust Him.

circumstances followed by, and i'm stuck, i can't find me issue why i do that. WHY? HOW? WHO? thats goes my all the problems spinning around my head like never before. day 2 of fyp, feeling loose, i'm hanging in mid air currently. su han told me, you need to turn this idea into a concrete idea, true enough, now i just have a muddy idea, it's soft and easily wash away. great work yu ze

i know this problems are temporary, it belong to the natural realm. so here i am, not empty-handed but empty mind-ed. going to walk in the realm of spirit. this time, its gonna be hard i know, there's restriction in this project, i can't do something there's far-fetch. it got to be 'near-fetch' or whatever it call. i will do it this time.

as i begin to think, and questioning myself why wHy WHY? answers/idea flow out, i like what mr george said years ago, 'idea flows like diaheorra.'

thanks to the help of xinni, she asked me some critical questions that keep me thinking. she said, 'what is your target audience.' and this sparks of a crazy idea in me. tomorrow i shall try realising this vision out.

i believe we should not look at the things which are seen, but at the things which are not seen. for the things which are seen are temporary, but the things which are not seen are eternal.